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Old Jul 19, 2013, 02:18 PM
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Originally Posted by joker_girl View Post
Yesterday was a rough day for me, I don't know why, my knee was sore, and I was teary and depressed. I worried about when I am going to be able to get back to work, and is our business going to sell, and how much money will we lose....will our new business succeed....or will it be a joke.....if it flops, will my husband be able to find something new, here, or will we have to move? I cried for the loss of our business after over fifteen years.....it feels like losing a loved one.....we have been screwed over soooo many times. We always are nice, and it comes around to bite us. I worried will we have to move? I can find work anywhere.....but I have to heal up.....and I don't know what to do....

I just laid in bed and stared at a wall. I of course would not eat. Finally after begging me to come and eat, hubs came and practically carried me to come sit with him, and made me supper. I didn't eat much...half a potato, half a Salisbury steak patty, a spoonful of vegetables. But I felt better. We ended up having a somewhat romantic evening lol. (Probably burning more calories than I ate haha!)

Today there was good news, my acreage sold, and we will have money to start our new business and at least give it a try. I haven't eaten today other than milk, and feel nauseated, but maybe after my PT, which is in like...omg 10 minutes lol....after that we will have dinner.
Really you have that much drive, ambition,motivation, know how to open,own and run you own business. I would kill to have half the ability to do that. I am unable to make that leap of faith. I do not have the confidence or self-esteem to do that. This should be on your grateful list if you make a grateful list. Maybe I will start a gratefule thread.
Thanks for this!
Gr3tta