We have one vehicle which he used to get to work. I have about .43 cents in change that wouldn't pay for a taxi, and his family is always busy with their own lives.

The prescriptions were called in just waiting for someone to pick them up. I have no friends here where we live. I have yet to have any time in the past 4 years to go out for anything other than grocery shopping / house hold needs shopping. I do not have any help with my children other than my husband who only helps when he feels like it. Am i miserable and do i hate my life???? YES, I DO. I just finished releasing more anger and broke the crappy coffee table that his mother gave me, that I didn't want to begin with. Did I mention that one of the few times she watched my kids for me so that I could buy stuff for the house that when I got back she completely rearranged my entire house, furniture, fixtures, nicknacks, dishes, table, chairs to the way she liked it. I of course had ot eat more crap and tell her I liked it. When I was staring at an exact replica of her home. My husband just said it looked nice and went on his merry way.

Oh but, I am so freaking happy, I could puke.