Getting help or talking to a professional doesn't make you weak or weird or different. Trust me, I'm 28 and I've dealt with feeling this way for a long time and the longer you let it go, the harder it is to deal with because more and more keeps piling up. I waited too long before seeking help and I still have feelings of emptiness, loneliness, sadness, dissatisfaction with myself in everything that I do, I feel like I'm not good enough, I show no emotions, I don't laugh or smile anymore ... I feel trapped and hopeless right this very second. I feel like everyone around me has it so much better and they have no worries and I feel like a zombie. Don't wait too long like I did. Life is too short to spend it feeling like this.