(((January))))

I know. I'm sorry I know.

I recently (this week) also pushed the same question to my T.

Of course I can't work. For some reason I began to think that my time here of a little bit of support would prove I could update my edu and reenter the work force. What was I thinking?

It isn't something that you cry about and then never revisit, or at least it hasn't been for me. I hope your T can get you through to the other side of this, finding purpose and worth as a person without holding a paid position. I'm not there myself, though.