Sorry for taking so long to respond...
I'm still feeling worried that I'm doing things wrong... even worrying about silly things like not responding right away, or making people worry that I did something to myself...

I just couldn't leave off without... well... saying thank you, really... I'm still feeling really weird... really extremely emotional and fretful lately, but... I think I forgot what genuine positive encouragement felt like...

There's all this pressure to be more of an adult, but sometimes I feel like I'm just a little kid inside.

I'm just... feeling very drained right now, it's hard to really think of what to say, but I just wanted to, well... say something...

I have considered therapy, the closest thing I've considered is going to counseling available at my university, if I start up classes again...

I will try to keep up with that, even though I sort of feel that they won't be happy that I've been in and out of there so often, starting up counselling and never following through, going for a few appointments and then stopping, and not coming back because I worry that it was rude that I missed the last one and didn't say anything...

really though, it's just... it feels like there's a little weight off my shoulders being able to put a line out here and getting such a positive response...