I get that way to, I think a lot of us feel this way. WE feel fine, I don't need these meds , im going off. , the worst part is we feel fine is because of the meds. Its those horrible voices talking in your head u r hearing. My voices want me to fall apart, give up a lot, do anything to hurt myself, they really can control u if u let them. Just don't listen , use a pro and con, gain control of the situation. U r more than just those!!!! thought , u have rational thoughts. Listen to the right ones, good luck