Thanks for all the hugs and support. I've been ignoring those people that dislike me, however within the last hour, I hit a roadblock. I feel helpless and can't get out. I need another job, but I don't know how to get one. I've applied to places had some meetings and it ends. Even had headhunters try to help. No one wants me, I don't know why. No one gives me the chance. Whenever I'm on the computer, I just sit here and stay at the screen, because I don't know what to do. Why can't something good happen to me once in my crappy life, before it's over.