Early this morning around 3AM I had a weird dream. I have mentioned that I have health anxiety and that was what the dream was about. I had a dream that I went to my doctor and she found things wrong with my heart and that my back was continuously bleeding. Now, is that weird? And it all seemed very real to me, like it was really happening. There had been times when something would happen to me or I'd get bad news and thought that I was dreaming. And I was not dreaming!

The work day went pretty well. In the morning I got talking to the IT guy who is a friend at work for me. We had a fairly nice chat but we were both venting about how hard it is living in southern California. He's planning to move, and I would like to move too. But I wouldn't know where to go. And then I had a nice talk to one of the security guards. She always has nice things to say to me. Though I can't talk to her very long.

I worked out after work and it went well. But later on I went to the pool area and it was terrible. There was a party and I think it may have been put on by someone who takes care of the pool. I didn't think that was allowed by the HOA. I think I'm going to have to report this. I couldn't go in because it was like a "mob scene".

Funny how I get along very well with the people at work and it's at a company that's supposed to be number 1 as the most hostile place to work. And yet at "home sweet home" is where the "corporate cut throat" stuff happens for me.