It is good that you have the strength to post here. I am sorry that you aren’t getting the support you deserve. In your post you didn’t express why you are sad? Just that you are going to college. I respect that you may not want to share. I hope that you can find a place where you can talk your feelings out in a safe caring environment. Were you able to make progress in your previous sessions with your T? have you sorted out if your sadness is chemical or environmental? I hope to encourage you to keep seeking support!