lets see...got that whole "never ending story" going on in my brain..tapes just wont stop playing, had that dream again where I am being pursued and have to hunker down somewhere and defend myself against a band of angry maruders (wtf is that all about anyway?!?), and I am getting slightly depressed bcause its the last day/night of my daughters visit and she goes home (home is only 5 miles away in the next town) and I will again be alone.