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charlajustin said:
Is it normal to think maybe, I asked for it? Is it normal to say at the time I liked it?

I mean at least somone was showing me love, affection, attention. I so desperately craved.

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YES.................. it is normal to think and feel that we deserved what we got as we were abused as a child... and even more so when the adults around you remind you that it is your fault.

And YES.............. it is normal to think that you enjoyed the attention that you received from an adult when they were abusing you, for now you were being noticed and maybe even loved (at least in a childs mind) - but then we all grow up and it hits us like a ton of bricks....we were sexually abused and some times even tortured, not loved.

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( COMFORT ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( PRAYING ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))


LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))

.... I feel your pain - I live your pain -