Howdy on the couch. Thanks for the shout out (Lola)

Well, as of yesterday afternoon, I am single. Had to go to trial yesterday which was horrible but it's finally done and I am finally divorced. Felt numb yesterday(and absolutely terrified on the stand) and now am starting to feel kind of sad.
My T and I spoke last night(thank goodness for my awesome T) and he said it sounds like I dissociated while I was being cross examined. The judge actually suggested that my T ask for a recess to speak with me and then while we were in recess she called both attorneys into her chambers and told the opposing attorney that enough was enough and wondering why on earth they were doing this to me. She asked them what they wanted and tried to resolved it without continuing trial. So we reached an agreement without having to continue with the trial, thankfully, as we hadn't finished my cross examination and hadn't even started with my ex-H's (on the phone from prison). anyway, it is done and worked out okay. I am frustrated that after all of this we settled on essentially what the special masters had recommended, and I agreed to, months ago....just ended up wasting time and lots more legal fees because my ex-in-laws refused to sign it before.