Thanks both of you.
I just feel bit guilty and bad about the fact that I don't have a career yet... and that I still don't know what the hell I want. Bohemians is cute for a while, but do I want to live my life going from one thing to another? Why do I feel need to discover and try things and refuse to settle on something?
It feels like I am wastng my potential. Maybe I should suck it up and realize nothing is gonna make me 100% happy and settle for less.