I don't have a career either Venus, actually I'm a step further behind, because I never could figure out what to study as my interests changed as often as my moods... So I just when straight to work, and because of those fluctations, have had about 8 jobs and never had the same job twice. I shudder to think the amount of money studying would have cost me

Don't feel guilty, time and experience will lead you down the right path.

There's nothing wrong with taking a breather, or a step back, and reassessing things. Even better if you can actually enjoy yourself while doing so!