With my schizoaffective disorder i get a lot of symptoms of depersonalisation.

One of them is when i look in the mirror, my face feels really inflexible and i look at my face and i don't know who i am. I don't even understand what i look like. All i see is this construction of eyes, nose, lips, and i know what these things do, but i don't see them as belonging to me.

Infact i don't feel like my mind ends somewhere, outside my body, nor my body ends at it's edges. It's very hard to live like this.

These are just some of my symptoms.