LOL, love the swedish fish....

*** MAY TRIGGER - FUNERAL ***

Back from the viewing. I didn't even approach the casket...too heartbreaking to see a 20 year old so still. I did see the mom - hugged her, etc. - saw some interpreters there that were working at the funeral...and an old deaf friend of mine and his wife. Chatted with them briefly...then left. I didn't stay for the service because my anxiety level was climbing.

I really need to keep active today because I feel the craziness returning. Wish I wasn't always working towards being one step ahead of it....I want it gone.