Honestly, lately I've described my life as a "black hole". It's the same thing every single day.My child is absolutely beautiful and I'm so glad I had him, but I'm finding it SO hard to find a balance between taking care of him, and taking care of me. There aren't enough hours in the day. I'm currently a "stay at home Mom." (not by choice) This is not the life I was designed for. I feel like I was meant to do something "big" , I just don't know what that thing is. He's a year old now, and I would be okay with sending him to daycare while I worked, but our income doesn't allow that. So here I sit. Wasting away. This is not how my life was supposed to go....I believe there is a way to change it, or make things better....I just can't seem to take any steps in that direction. I don't even know where to start. I'm so lost, and so stuck.