Thank you Bark. Good to hear that your medication is working, and that it's a better day for you today!

Still si-ing... Still feeling so low. Havent felt like this for awhile so I'm unsure of what to do. Should I push T appt early, or should I just.. keep it? I'll be seeing her the week after next so I'm just hoping I'll not do anything rash till then. Still annoyed that I can't seem to cry. It's like this whole thing wanting to explode but there's a huge obstacle.

I really have zero motivation but the festive season looms near and I really need to clean my room... let's hope it doesn't lead to more worser si "session" *sigh*