I managed to go to my daughter's mini-fashion show yesterday. She was so excited and I was proud of all that she had accomplished in the past week. I even managed to go with her today so she could try horseback riding for the first time. I was definitely on the go more than I feel comfortable with right now. I was definitely around more people than I'm comfortable with right now. But I did it and she was a happy kid.

After a couple of days off of work, I have to sign on to work in about 40 minutes. I can feel the dread and panic setting in big time. It's not the job specifically. I don't mind my job. I actually feel rather lucky to have the job I do, that allows me to work from home. I think I've just overdone it the past couple of days and the feelings of being overwhelmed and panicky are setting it. The idea of spending the next four hours dealing with customers and constantly talking on the phone feel like too much.

I hate that I get overwhelmed so easily.