On another note, I was sitting on my deck watching lightening from afar (once it passed our area - wow, what a light show that was!)....and there was this huge spider web with a huge spider on it. A moth flew into it, and that spider attacked it like it was the catch of the day. It was eerie and yucky but fascinating to watch.

I must be losing it, because I normally would not want to see something like that.

My anxiety level has decreased considerably since my daughter has been home although my breathing is still a bit unstable. I can't depend on her being the thing that keeps me grounded. I need to figure out how to do that on my own. But in the meantime, I'm glad she's here. She goes back to my sister's house tomorrow night and stays until Thursday. Gulp.