So lately, when I'm feeling bad, I play this game with myself. I have dubbed it the suicide game, for obvious reasons. When I want to kill myself I think of all the creative ways I can kill myself. I make long lists and keep them hidden so I don't frighten my parents! I know this sounds weird, but sometimes thinking of doing is like doing it and relieves some pressure--other times it does zero for me.
What do you guys think?