This is gonna sound cliche but my boyfriend dumped me yesterday because he was sick of my anger and attitude. I insult him a lot when fighting. I don't feel like I could ever be genuinely be loved for who I really am. He says he loved me because I was so nice and always smiling now he after almost 2 years he is just sick of it. I don't feel like I'm going anywhere. I'm stuck. I'm even playing that McDonald's Monopoly thing to see if I win money to get the heck out of this place.

I feel like nobody is ever gonna love m. They all will love me from what they see in the beginning and then get tired. :