I'm doing so very good emotionally, since there is certainty about my job abroad. I'm in the mood to see people again. I feel like my old self again. But the eating thing is still a bit of a thing. I do worry over it. I think I've always been weird with how I think about my eating, but now I've learned how to control what I eat. I never could before. I would cave in and stuff my face with enough calories to stay a normal weight. Now I have the weird view on my body and weight + the ability to do something about it. It's not good. I know this. But I am not sure how I'm gonna really stop it. I'll try to not let it get out of hand. It's worrisome a bit.