Hi Rocketeer9. Welcome to PC. You've come to the right place because we all have issues also. I think you need to see a professional one way or another. You can't go on this way. There are treatments for agoraphobia and medications you can take to help you cope with your anxiety. It's really hard to be so anxious all the time and I feel for you. Anxiety saps your strength and makes you miserable. I know that when I feel anxious I just freeze up and want to hide somewhere. I have medication I can take that takes the fear away. Have you spoken to your father about all this. If he is supportive and loving then he'll want to know what is happening to you. With his encouragement you may get the courage you need to get help. Even on your own you were strong enough to find someone to talk to. Can you call the same person and if they aren't the right one for you to talk to then maybe they can recommend someone who will suit you better. Also there is a thread at the top of this forum called Depression Resources. There are so many phone numbers you can call for help and information.
You can post here as much as you need to.We are happy to talk to you and support you, but you must get help. Please call someone today.
Good luck