I understand. However, just being near those who are familiar with the disorder can be of help sometimes.

Thank you - Star Trek is very important to me. I invite you to join the fans of science group should you wish - it was started by the lovely Payne1 and is a great place to positively distract ourselves.

LOTR is my other great love - one of the few franchises i feel where the films are as delightful as the books.

Live long and prosper, friend.