Hello I hope things get better for you soon. I have the same problems that you have, I just take medication that helps me to be able to be around people and adjust medication quite often as needed. I am very sorry to hear someone going through the same exact things I go through, and I hope your Dr can adjust your medication, in order for you to feel more secure soon. It is a nightmare but you can get better in time, with the right therapy and medication. I hope the best for you take care Sincerely Soidhonia