Okay, well the weekend had been good so far. The other night she brought up how she's embarrassed to tested and that she thinks that i think she has something. I assured her that i'm sure we are both and that we should do it just to be safe and for peace of mind. She said she feels "dirty" going into those clinics and that its embarassing. Again, i told her its a perfectly normal thing to do and that theres nothing to be embarassd about. We went to sleep, woke up, had a nice day, then went back to sleep. early morning comes around, and we start going at it a little. She tells me she wants to do it, but she notices im not going for it. She then gets really upset, stops everything, turns around facing the other way and balls up in the c overs. I knew why, so i told her that i still wanted to make sure that we are both okay first. She starts to cry a little, saying that she regretted ever telling me about what happened. I tried comforting her as much as i could, saying that im really glad she told me and that i didnt want her to have to hold that in. i continued on by telling her that i love her and that i just want us to be safe. We'll go to the clinic together, find out we are both okay, and then go wild on eachother. She just continued pushing me away telling me to give her space. She said that we've been okay for 4 years and its never been a problem. I continued on, but she just kept pushing me away. I am now typing this while laying next to her.