I had my first sexual fantasies when I was fourteen. even talking about it makes my libido stronger and stronger. I feel like I shouldn't have to feel this way but because of my exposure to porn on a social media site I began to go through a lot of porn each day. It was terrible. I never dreamed of watching porn but I did and i guess my hormones were driving me like crazy. These raging hormones can be tough to handle at times. I mean, I wonder if people actually had porn in the roman empire? if they did, at least it wasn't that bad. Now it's crazy and i cannot believe that countries would actually legalize porn. like why? even if you make someone agree to a site that says only 18 or older can watch it, anyone can get in with just a click of a button that says i agree and then they proceed. I want to stop watching porn and so far it's been pretty successful. at times i feel like my sex drive is approaching high tide. higher and higher and finally bam! you just lost the race! I wish I was castrated so that I can become a eunuch.