I've seen my family's physician before... I've been on medication for depression at one point, and for ADD at another time...
both times I would wind up eventually forgetting to take them, or not having enough money to fill the prescription, or... well, they just wound up feeling like they didn't do anything?...
It feels like I'm being a hypochondriac, that people will see me as just being one and dismiss my problems, that I'm just tossing out new suspicions every which way...
It feels like I'd wind up going in there, and being told off for having not followed through with any of my old stuff, when I promised to at least go in for a checkup now and then...

Generally at home, I tend to hide in my room most of the time, I feel that every time I'm outside of my room I'm getting severely judged by my parents, who are on me about losing weight, getting a job, doing more around the house (recently been told that if I don't have a job, my full time job should be spending 8 hours a day helping around the house...), and getting my driver's license...
I simply can't talk to my parents about these issues, the thought that they'd find out I'm thinking of these things absolutely terrifies me... the last time I wound up having a panic attack, they screamed at me asking why I was crying, and got even more angry and just kept yelling... they're not exactly sympathetic...
Sometimes I wind up not eating... when I make food for myself, my mother will frequently make comments, facial gestures, etc. about what I choose to eat... which I've never found to be that bad, I don't eat excessively large portions, or very unhealthy food, but they've been on a diet fad for a while, and have been severely judgmental towards these things...

when I "sense" that there's any sort of reason why my parents are upset, the pressure is so unsettling I simply can't eat, I can't stomach things, and I wind up trying to avoid it altogether...