Hi Dexter. I can understand a large part of what you're going through. I've had my share of betrayal, in more ways than one. Like you, I've been told that they really care about me, etc., but in the end, they 'left'.

I've lost a few 'friends' already - real live friends too, not just cyber. It is very hard to pick yourself up again, because each time you trust someone and each time that trust is betrayed, the 'wall' gets thicker and you fall even further down.

I hope that you will feel better and trust the people here. ((((Dexter)))) if it's ok.

BTW, you take celexa for sleep? I take it in the morning - mostly because I have something else to take at night.