Simon is so smart.. he has some excellent ideas... i totally agree with him! You must find something You are passionate about and make it your focus...What do you like?

do you like to take pictures? Do you like the idea of designing websites?Or maybe you could study to become a teacher of computers...lets see...

What other stuff do you like? Nature?Cooking? Drawing? Painting? Animals?You might try going to the park or the mall or somewhere like that and just watch the people... sometimes thats what i like to do when I am drawing a blank when trying to get ideas...

You sound motivated to me because here you are asking for direction...and I agree with Simon about the steps you are taking for self improvment... well done..

Let us know what you think and what you come up with.. I am interested to know...Good Luck!