Hi Simon.

I am always trying but that is never enough

I ask the question "What can i do?" all the time, and although i am slowly progressing it doesn't mean that the next time i am any better at solving the dilemma.

But thanks for the support

I don't know if i am that interested in computers, i haven't really thought about that before, generally i like things where there is a bit of social interaction i think that would be too much of a by-yourself kind of thing.

Perhaps because i like to post here, i should find some self-help support. Like a group or some classes or even a psychology or counselling course. Do you think you need to have everything together before you start one of them? Like what if the people you learn about are just like you- lonely, depressed, unmotivated lol!

Um i have tried to get into art, but i find it kind of fruitless. I play drums, i would like to take lessons one day and i am great, if i may say so myself with pastels, but we have to buy some lol. Still that is not something that cures boredom, well because it is solitary there is not a lot of motivation to do it- like you are not helping people in the process for example.

Yes volunteer work is something i have been thinking about for a long time. But i will have to choose carefully because i have worked in a second-hand shop and apart from being really bad at it, i wasn't even motivated to turn up! Because it was volunteer.

I just can't do most jobs. I don't react well to cash registers i get very stressed and other things like having to work fast.

The thing is not many jobs involve things like sleeping lol! Or i would be able to find a job that is along the lines of what i do already. I don't seem to use the internet much anymore. Mostly it was my way of meeting people....

Yes it is the boredom that really gets to me!

Thanks for your help xxoo