You can't know if you don't try. You do know you probably want to go to school, so you have to keep going that way until you decide you positively want to do something else instead. Not doing "anything" won't help the depression or get you (eventually) to where you want to go.

I was 39-41 before I "got it" about school and went from C's with a few D's and B's to getting straight A's when I took classes. You want to keep moving, keep trying something!

I hope I have gotten accepted to school for September too; maybe we can all start a thread here and encourage each other.