Destroyed today

Slept in, late for appointment, late to call in, not working today, another fight in the house, angry at each other, angry angry angry...
...I am a fraud a hypocrite a screwup a waste, I hate me I hate this I hate me
It is all my ****ing fault, all I am is a stupid wretched worthless *****
Can't leave my mom and sis to this anymore...yet its all my fault still and just make everything worse. I am so screwed up, no escape, hate me hate me hate me