Fighting back against the despair. I am doing my best to remain positive but its really hard when I take a good hard look at my circumstances; things are not looking good and the stress is slowly taking its toll and soon I may spiral if I don't take action.
My biggest fear is that even if I take action I will spiral anyway....THAT wont bode well for future evasive action.
Scratching my head, shaking my head, wondering just how the hell I did this to myself...with my own permission! GEEZE!