Welcome to PC ((((((DarkMoon69)))))))))

I'm glad you found us - and you've expressed yourself well.

I'm really sorry for all of the negative things currently happening in your life. It happens to the best of us, and isn't your fault because depression (and things happening as a result) are not really in your control.

You said you're in couple's counselling - I'm glad and I really hope that works for you. Group meetings don't work for everyone but I really think you should talk to your GP first and explain what has been happening lately. They'll probably be more able to direct you to services where you can get counselling at a reduced rate. Since you've lost your job, I'd also suggest looking into some form of financial assistance to help pay for the counselling so you can "get back on your feet" again and hopefully be able to find another job ASAP.

I think I've rambled enough, but I want to welcome you again to PC and to keep on posting - you'll find us all a pretty supportive bunch (I think so anyways!)