I'm on day two of not being able to get out of bed. I'm scared to get out of bed.

I know it's been less than two weeks since I restarted my lithium but I don't know how much more of feeling like this I can take. I'm feeling less and less safe.

I left a message for my pdoc to call me back sometime today. I think I just need him to either tell me things are still on track and to give the lithium more time or to realize how scared and unsafe I feel and determine if I need to add something else to the lithium. At this point I think I'd even be willing to add an anti-psychotic and that's saying a lot for me.

Feel so alone and scared right now.