its like leading a different life or facade most people do this to get by in the world. The real us rather sit on the couch and mope at least thats what I want to do. I have to be on to go outside and run into people I don't want to talk to and have a discussion with them about my life try to make it sound exciting about 24/7 days off I feel like I am retired and making my boredom stick in some sort of place. Outside is just uncomfortable for me so I wear different face for people but I am still me just the radiant up to beat kind of personality comes out and ready to complete something. now I take the "work laura" out on her leash to do her bidding