I get this way. I'm not working, all I do is go to t. I rented a car today to drive to a new pdoc office and so I feel like I "have to" do all these chores while I have the car. T said today it's like left over anxiety cuz that's how I felt around my mother, like I always "had to". It just ties my stomach up in knots. I did do a little grocery shopping, I bought some bulky stuff. But right now I'm just trying to stay calm. But still its like I can't wait to turn the car in so all these expectations can be over.