Thanks, this is sound confirmation of intuition. Yes, when I am afraid, I do tend toward worst case scenario.

We picked my son up this a.m., when he came walking out to meet me, it was a genuine greeting. We have spent the day, spending time interacting and getting to know each other as a family....so far that's the miracle of the day.

Thank you for the encouragement, my friends here have been a new resource for me, and in turn I can help by example.