Well then, what are you asking here actually? If you arent't even mentally depressed, just rather depressed of the state of your life, then your thread doesn't belong here. Atleast I thought this forum is for depressed people who has the illness (like I do) and not for the people who just feel depressed. Probably if you would be actually depressed, you would have hard time considering such a big life changes.

In my earlier post, I was just thinking your baby as you seemed to guess, because your post sounded to me like you don't like being a mother. Do as you want, do what you want.

Btw, why people use these smileys who blink eye for you? It's serious weirdness and kinda scary.