Pammie, I understand. I experienced the same thing, basically, but it didn't hit home until after my mom died.
Other experiences in my life have brought me to believe that I don't want to force myself on anyone or demand anything emotional from anyone. I'll take what is freely given. Why bang my head on a brick wall and hurt myself more than another person is already hurting me?
My best to you.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
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