I wasn't as mature I would like to believe! I was petty and I regret it. I did feel some cathartic release once I did it, though, it was not worth it. I guess I might have done something worse, like exploded at a family event etc. if I had not done this, so I am not entirely regretful. It was a learning experience. As to not posting when I'm smoking etc., I agree. Usually I avoid the computer when I've been smoking with Miguel etc. but this time I was left to my own devices so to speak. Thanks again yall.