................loves me. If they do, I destroy it. Can't believe it. Because they always turn out to be human so I destroy it, or I simply can't believe it. Maybe I am so black and white that I think if one thing happens to distort what love is to me, then, it must not be love. Other times, I am just incapable of conceiving of the idea that anyone could possibly love me. ffs I got problems....meh ......fkd thing is....I love so dam purely and easily. I am a walking target