I can agree with that thought about the losing weight. When I started to lose weight to try to achieve my goal weight I started to feel that it wasn't low enough and I had to make the number even smaller. It was scary but not enough to make me stop. I still have trouble with it and I don't even know what to say to help you because I am in the same boat. It's so confusing. I just don't know how to make myself see myself like other people see me. I know that I look disgusting at this weight and I have people comment about my appearance constantly but somehow I can't stop doing this. I know that I look bone thin but I don't want to put on weight.
Hope you feel better soon.