Syra, thank you, sounds like very similar situation. Yeah, I'm distraught (still) and it does feel complicated. I don't know about a Freud aspect but don't rule anything out. I miss sessions and am too messed up right now to locate a new T. Feel like this mess needs cleanup but haven't a clue. Her 'sendoff' (via email, as I had ended sessions) was on the cold side... seems like some other person. I think I may have been seeking a friend in her and I brought up such things before but they seemed to be poo-poohed or unimportant.

Very interesting that you questioned your new T, you get major points for looking out for yourself! Hope it works out. I forgot to stop by here for a week or so, sorry for delay.