I suffrer from hypo mania and panic attack i was an extacy user for a year i did it like every week because i had a deep depression and insecurities even thought everyone see me as a fun and confident person i had issues in my mind anyway one day i mixed it with antidepressants i dont why i just wanted to feel more good than than the extacy effect didnt go away forever i felt warm happy i felt it in my veins big eye pupils it had been 1 week like this you cant imagine how good and terrible it was both and then i have done check up every blood test but nothing seem to be wrong with my body im still feeling tipsy very stupid and happy and panicking all at the same through all this anyway my doctor advised to put me in a mental hospital but i realy didnt want to so im just using ativan and diazem for my panic attacks they realy cool me down but i feel weirdly confident and i can swear it feels like a drug in my blood when i go to club or do something exciting my heart beats realy fast like 120 per minute my eye pupils get big i feel warm happy i cant feel my face sometimes and my eye color has changed its not me saying it its everyone lol it was dark brown its turning into green when imhaving these hypomania attacks i cant hear a thing my vision gets blurry and lots of other things i realy dont know what to do it has passed a month like this its weird as hell...