Seems like you're a pretty sensitive person. I have the kind of sensitive personality myself too and my advice is just to relax/chill out. That was ranting you know what you wrote there. Support forum is a support forum, even if everyone doesn't agree with you. If someone like me gives a different perspective to things, it's not that people bash you, they probably offer solution they think it's the best through their own experiences and from their own point of view. Nice that you noticed my post and responded, but maybe a little laidback attitude would be good for you. Take it easy, your situation I mean.

Maybe now I'm supposed to write here how I give you hugs and kisses, but they mean nothing over the internet, so I won't do that. I hope you find your way out soon, but if you don't, I think it's not wasting time if you are just at home. It's just another way of life in this endless cycle.

I'm a young guy, 20 years old and I have done pretty much nothing the past year, because I'm pretty disabled by the depression. I would like to do work or go to school (which I'm going to try soon in the autumn), but it just not that simple at all with constant anxiety and fear of things. So to speak, I know what being at home and doing nothing is. I know it very well indeed and most of the time it bothers me aswell. That may even be part of the reason why I am depressed in general, but I just can't get interested in anything, because I miss emotions. You most certainly know these things.