I am having this thought that is causing me constant panic which is that if I were to go into a constant state of panic, that there is no hope and no treatment for it. My doctor told me that there is no medication for panic attacks that go on all day everyday and that there is only medication for panic attacks that happen once or twice a day.

I now realize that if I were to then go into a constant state of panic that lasts all day everyday, that there is no hope or treatment for it. Just from knowing that is now a constant struggle not to go into a constant state of panic which is causing me to go into a constant state of panic. This struggle is what is causing me to now be in a constant state of panic (this thought of me being in a constant state of panic is luring me into it and I can't escape). And now that I realize I am now in a constant state of panic, I realize that there is no hope or treatment for it.

I feel very close to being hospitalized knowing that I am now in a constant state of panic and that there is no hope or treatment for it and that there is no escape from this thought of me being in a constant state of panic luring me into it.