Sometimes I think about how sadistic therapy can be...Like - I sit there and go deeper into pain each week and my T encourages it and can offer only some empathy, maybe some coping skills and he watches it.all. Does T like to see that? I'm guessing no but I am seriously hoping for it to pay off. The pain can be excruciating...

After its out there - does that allow it to really heal or does it just scab over? Sorry to be so graphic but sometimes I really feel like I'm having surgery with no anesthetic I wish T would at least hold my hand...